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Thursday, January 19, 2012

Another bump in the road

Life is so wonserful and faithful to dump as much on you at once as it can. For example, I have one remaining overy so what do I need but a nice big cyst growing on it to make it nice and painful. Makes everyday that much more difficult, as if it werent already hard enough. Dunno what needs to be done about it but its not fun to live with right now, let me asure you. Seems like Im on the fast track to getting old and I havent even been able to "sow my wild oats" so to speak.
Now Im also having to deal with pregnaunt teen who is at risk to deliver early and my father who is in a condition Im not sure I ready to cope with. Feels like like the midlife "hump" is more like an unseen mountain and Im in no shape for rock climbing.
Right now life sucks and I have no option to be able to do the normal copeing since my body is emphatic about turning on me in every way. Being off my "happy pills" for a couple weeks makes my view of things rather dark too.
Am trying to decide if Im going to force myself to go to work today since had a really bad night lastnight and think Im getting sice eventhough I just got off antibiotics for sinus infection...sigh